I have a bonsai plant that I nurtured for several
years. Its nurture wasn’t particularly
hard but it did mean I had to pay attention to the water level and pruning and
bugs and weeds. I keep several
bonsais. They remind me of the mountains
but mainly I keep them because they teach me.
They teach me to be patient and remind me that caring is not hard but
takes a steady hand over time. I can
train an oak bough to bend if I do so gently.
And though I can persuade an oak branch to bend, I can never make it
into a willow. My long work on this
particular bonsai was for naught when I neglected it for a couple of weeks this
fall and never saw the spider mites that took it over. Nurture is a long work, however easy it is –
“Oh, look at them. They are such nice kids,” did not happen over night. “Why in the world would he do that?” also has
a history.
I hate
to bring up what are now, for some, fading memories of the terrible December
day in Connecticut but, truly, it is essential that I do. The world is not learning and we Christians
are not standing up with the answer.
Amidst the endless calls for justice – a place for blame - and the tired
pleas once again for gun control and more police in schools, we must reconsider
our lives of independence and power and immediacy as those 15 families are
forever reconsidering their lives without ones held so dear.
The
world has cried out that if there is a God then He certainly does not love us
any more. Or, if there could be a God,
truly God – big and strong - then evil would not happen. He must not exist. What the world (and many of us if the truth
be told) wants is a genie-god to fix evil but leave us alone.
What
the world does not want to hear is that the answer to the terrible crimes we have
witnessed in the last few years is the same answer to our own lack of faith and
the answer to the diminishing following of Jesus Christ and the answer to our
children leaving the faith, following the world. The answer is not a big dramatic heave-ho as we
all are apt to do and which feels good and productive and for which we can hold
our breath long enough to do before we get back to life. The answer, rather, must be a “long obedience
in the same direction” as Peterson has titled his book. The answer is to show up not incidentally
but every day for a lifetime. There is
no answer truly for anything except to sit daily with God. To be with Him long enough every day for His
presence to wash away the defilement of our own nature and to dissolve the
filth that clings to our hearts from our TV and movie driven culture. The answer is to sit with God long enough
every day so that the corruption tugging on us from the world, bidding us to be
like the world is but a pestering snag.
The answer is listening and hearing from God His plan… for today… for
you. Then taking that plan to the
street.
The
answer is someone simply embracing their God-job in the life of a man named
Adam Lanza. This is the answer for
December 14ths. The answer is us. We are Luther’s “little Christ’s. You do so, so much. Yet we must show up even more dedicatedly in
God’s presence every single day and then be in the world, as we are told to be,
in a long obedience as Christ’s feet and hands no longer nailed to the cross.